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[24 Jun 2006|10:38pm]
[ mood | scared ]

1lovers| hey

[09 May 2006|10:51pm]
I would, but i'd prefer to play with my arm hairs and look at the veins in my wrist.
4lovers| hey

[01 May 2006|09:50pm]

1lovers| hey

[29 Apr 2006|04:01pm]
The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free.

In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved.

You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
hey

[16 Apr 2006|07:02pm]
I think i'll just go and stab myself in the head now.
I'm bored/confused/undecided/annoyed/stressed.
I don't want to go back to school and when it's over I don't want to go to uni.
hey

[12 Apr 2006|09:07pm]
Whyyyyy, can't everything just be interesting or fun?
Annnnd why do things have to be unfair?
i'm not going to accept it as just a "way of life"
:)
hey

[29 Mar 2006|11:54am]
16 months until i'm 18
8 months until grad, schoolies and school is over
4 months until i'm 17
3 months until regional rowing try-outs
2 months until production performance
1 week and 2 days until easter holidays
not long to decide what i want to do with my life
6lovers| hey

[19 Mar 2006|08:58pm]
I just got into some weird mood and ate heaps of chocolate then danced around the house by myself to SLADE. It was the most fun I've ever had by myself. Maybe it was the excitement of having no school tomorrow, I think Larry is getting to me.
4lovers| hey

[18 Mar 2006|08:47pm]
I just realised how incredibly much I miss you. I don't even know what I did.
4lovers| hey

[14 Mar 2006|08:12pm]
Not out of time just out of sleep. I'm scared i'll die from too much caffeine. I wish we just ran on batteries which we could change instead of spending time sleeping, as good as sleeping is. Why is it that i can keep promises i give to other people just never promises i give to myself? I dont know what i'm feeling right now. i'm not tired, happy, angry or sad. I wish i did have a feeling though. My body is lasting from V.
1lovers| hey

[12 Mar 2006|08:08pm]
I like Tuesdays and smells that remind you of something good.
I hate maths.
They put in a nickel and i sing a little song.
6lovers| hey

[06 Mar 2006|08:54pm]
Fun weekend. Sleater-kinney live at Sydney Big Day Out on the way home tonight. I think my parents are the only people alive still very much in love after this long. It makes me so happy that this is possible. A japanese lady at work tonight trying to get me to reduce things cheaper told me i will get married then divorced because my husband will leave me for someone younger or sexier. Don't ask me why she told me this. Then she said that i will be left with the kids and if i become a social worker it will all work out well. :|. For some reason she cheered me up. I want to go to sleep but it is too far. Sadness for no reason drives me crazy. Dreams about being Schitzophrenic that feel very realistic also drive me crazy. Fantasies in comic's and songs for me ♥
5lovers| hey

[27 Feb 2006|10:15pm]
[ mood | In love with everyone. ]

I'm so happy and it's stupid but I am. Everything is wonderful. I'll probably change my mind in a minute or two, but for now I want to soak it all in.

7lovers| hey

[14 Feb 2006|05:08pm]
Some people upset me. Mostly just her and her who treat people badly. Nobody deserves to be treated the way they treat them. I hate it when people are mean to other people and treat them with no respect. I want no-one to be sad.
Yesterday was so much better.
Happy Valentines day baby's.
5lovers| hey

[13 Feb 2006|09:16pm]
Wonderfully happy day today and yesterday and probably for a long time now.
Things that have made me especially in a good mood right now consist of:
Dreading work only to find fun.
Managers asking me for advise and help.
A beautiful old lady calling me sweet, when she doesn't know me. Who knows, I could be a bitch/whore/mean person.
A man who called up to order a valentines day cake telling me he would be my valentine.
Deciding i didn't need to clean the floors at work because i didn't want to.
Someone looked at me then i looked at them and they looked away, reminding me of something Cassie and I did today in maths, causing me to laugh and stand there marking things down with a half smile, also looking sleezy.
Coming home to find mum had made that yummy famous cake of hers.
After eating cake i had chocolate
The chocolate happiness has probably also contributed
Michael jumping up from behind a shelf to amuse me.
Really early notice of an invite to a party.
Finding my friend outside work jumping on bins
Late night text messages when your phone is on loud for your alarm in the morning, when you have to wake up really early. Only to find the message is all worth it. And late night phone calls to hang up on.
Discussing fun times of the past with friends of the past.
All in one day...
Right now I can't think of anything else that made me happy today.
4lovers| hey

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